Her Snakeness
(2016)
“Her Snakeness” è un concept, ed è il proseguimento del primo album “So in my mind”, che rappresenta un suicidio virtuale per poter rinascere in modo nuovo.
L’artista sente di aver vissuto rinnegando la sua essenza per poter essere accettata dalle persone che amava e rimette in discussione con rabbia i rapporti amorosi e con i genitori. Distrugge tutto per poter ricreare le stesse relazioni in modo diverso, più vero.
Il concetto di tempo, che tormenta costantemente Silversnake, torna in tutti i brani e si confonde a tratti con quello di spazio. Il tempo scorre e riduce inesorabilmente la distanza che porta al termine del nostro viaggio di vita.
L’artista sente che il suo “tempo” non coincide con quello del resto dell’umanità. Questo la fa sentire diversa e a disagio e le fa perdere il senso della sua vita, che sente irreale e inesistente.
Viene percepito un mondo che gira al contrario, troppo veloce e sente quasi di appartenere ad un’altra dimensione.
“Her Snakeness” fa venire fuori la parte più istintiva e rettiliana dell’essere. Basa la realtà sui sensi che però sono ingannevoli e mutevoli nel tempo.
Inizialmente l’artista segue irrimendiabilmente i suoi istinti e i suoi bisogni e li asseconda senza voler far entrare in gioco le emozioni, esattamente con la freddezza del Serpente.
Poi ricerca se stessa; ha la sensazione che la sua anima sia “incastrata nel corpo”.
Il vuoto che sente è talmente insopportabile che lo riempie con cibo sesso alcool e sale la rabbia che la porta a non riconoscere l’immagine riflessa nello specchio. Quello specchio in cui la realtà di nuovo prende una forma distorta, assurda e surreale e “il dopo viene prima del prima”.
Her Snakeness è un album “sospeso” , un diallele in cui l’artista non riesce ad uscire da una reazione scettica nei confronti di tutto ciò che la circonda e che la allontana ancora di più dalla verità.
I testi e le linee melodiche sono state scritte tutte solo da Silversnake Michelle
Le canzoni spesso derivano dai sogni in cui l’artista si rifugia per cercare di rendere variopinta una realtà noiosa e nebbiosa.
Gli arrangiamenti sono stati creati dalla cantautrice, da Daniele Marchetti e, per la batteria, da Valentino Vitali.
Per dettare le linee guida ai musicisti negli arrangiamenti, dà priorità al linguaggio delle immagini e meno a quello tecnico-musicale.
Anche chi lavora con lei, deve esprimere il suo Io attraverso la musica.
In questo album si comincia a sperimentare, vengono utilizzati tempi dispari che si miscelano tra loro e passaggi tra tonalità apparentemente difficili. Ma per l’artista vuole essere una ricerca interiore più che musicale.
Poca cura della forma testuale e grammaticale, l’artista dà più importanza alla sostanza, all’emozione istintiva cercando di esprimersi in modo libero e utilizzando anche parole inesistenti o attribuendogli un significato personale e completamente diverso.
Usa molte metafore per raccontare la sua visione della vita. La comunicazione diventa criptica e introspettiva in molte parti.
L’album è accompagnato da un’insieme di immagini surreali, accoppiate a ciascuna canzone e che messe insieme formano un autoritratto di Silversnake.
CREDITI
Music and Lyrics by Silversnake Michelle
Arrangements by Daniele Marchetti and Silversnake Michelle
Vocals: Silversnake Michelle
Guitars and piano: Daniele Marchetti
Keyboards and additional guitars: Marcello De Toffoli
Bass: Enrico Mamoli
Drums: Valentino Vitali
Produced by Silversnake Michelle e Daniele Marchetti
Recorded at Massive Arts Studios (Milano)
Engineer: Adel Al Kassem
Mixed at Blue Light Studio (Milano) by Marcello De Toffoli
Mastered at Studio Tranquilo (Milano) by Stefano Barzan
Art direction and design: Silversnake Michelle
Photos: Daniele Marchetti and Massimo Santo
All tracks arranged by Daniele Marchetti
Silversnake Michelle arrangements for tracks 8, 9, 10, 14
Additional arrangements and Special Effects: Marcello De Toffoli
Silversnake Michelle plays piano in tracks 8 and 14
Dario Arena plays guitar in track 9
Track 5 written by Alex Bevilacqua
RINGRAZIAMENTI
Federico
Enzo
Luca Vitali
Dario Arena
Luca Latini
Gualtiero Chiapello
Massimo Santo
Grazia Leonardi
Giuseppe Bariona
COSFER SRL (Milano)
“Thank you Silversnake Michelle . You finally… do. “
STREAMING AUDIO
TESTI e IMMAGINI
Surrounded by people, feels I’m in a parallel reality
Like an angel, I hear faint and weak hopes and far away minds
I feel their demons (hey) thunderously laughing
I see the wind blowing strongly, breaking Pandora’s Box
A mirror silently shouts: “the future comes before the past”
A strange illusion of un-being will run so fast
Meanwhile drops of time flow away restlessly and relentlessly
And in my universe grass and entropy forever reign
I wanna …
Tic tic tic tic
Tac tac tac tac
Don’t think you live a true life
But only fading drops of time
Don’t think we are real, we're surviving in our line
We are fake dust in drops of time
Heartbeats scan my emotions trapped in rough drops of time
I enjoy the silence crystallized in my surreal mind
Segments of space overcome by “persistence of memory”
And the lies fly fast and give me illusion of Panta Rei
PART I - THE DREAM
A girl with long hair in the depth of hell
she smells of time
Silky snow and purply sky
Blinding pitch dark tonight
Leer and loving glances in her far-off eyes
now she’s brave
Follow your primaeval wave
Show me your cave
String of bodies, tuneful groan, breath of love
inside the hell
Life in death, life in dark
Come in my cave.
I move inside
I smell your tide
Your tears and humours poured my face
Hades, dumb, peeps out
We dance around his pillar and lick his glaze
Proserpine’s lust, and the gulls are skimming the life
The river lights
Guilty rain
We lost in whiteness stain
Blunting endless
Your sighs lead me fulfil all your whims
the life we play
youth decay
but I’m as Dorian Gray
PART II - THE AWAKENING
So when I wake up and
I finished my dream
I feel your lips and your breath… shiver on my skin
And when I wake up
I touch sweetly myself
You broke my heart and you sucked my love by stealth
I’m as Cassiopeia arrogant and vain
all the star in the sky are blood stained
Touch the breast and fire Proserpine’s shell
You can wear the wings of my hell
You think you won me but
You made a mistake
You fall in love and in bed with Silversnake …not me
Looking at you through your deep green eyes
Keen as Ireland sighs
Your rusty fears are letal weapon
Its broke silver... light
While you dig in you, shape your changes
Will you decide?
Change point of view so circle becomes square
I need your green inside of me
I wanna feel deep green inside of me
Mirror of seasons engulfs and ravishes you in a rough way
The wrong possession, all icons of life burgeon... your brain
The truth will mellow
Your face dreams the light
But you need the night
To celebrate it
Hey, can’t change the color of the sky (Lie in your eyes)
Neglecting height of that cliffs and fly
The snake you hide inside
It is said life goes on but not always true
Sometimes the days go by
When the storm is over
Cross the horizon and touch infinity tonight
Our naked bodies...
Life will die and will restart here
Flood me with your fluid of love
Will you come inside?
Mmmmmmm in any way, you can give up
Amazing turn on your light
Earth and sky merge to form your deep green
I cry it to the... life
Listen to your... noisy silence
Change time in space
Cause crocodile swallows your greedy time
Don’t run, life is not a race...
Don’t run, life is not a chase...
Neglecting height of that cliffs and fly
It’s me that you hide inside
I sank my nails into your heart
That blood is life that start
When the storm is over
Cross the horizon and touch infinity tonight
Our naked bodies...
Life will die and will restart here
Flood me with your fluid of love
Will you come inside?
Losing mind of the tiger, sad at night
Looking for the flight, over the Light
In origin the world, was bored atoms.
Black hole might.
An atavic ride of space on speed created the movement of time,
She's dancing in the danger, against the blights
Stars and dark matter do somersaults
in a Milky Way, creating thunderbolt.
The universe immerse itself into the unknown
and in Nothingness
And the Tired Light Cosmology quarrels with Redshift
Big Bang’s regurgitating passions adriftIn dirty zone
there’s Snakeness
And I’m not alone,
so we fight our weakness
I’m disrobed,
and I begin to glow.
Who’s the next
to try my Alien and gloomy sex?
I have a denial of normal abduction
You are from Venus, DNA suction
Colors and passions in perpetual motion
If you suck my big lips you’re causing commotion
I’m megalomaniac, I crush my emotions
I inject in my veins, stardust drug potion
Colors and passions in perpetual motion
If you suck my big lips, it’s causing commotion
The collision of matter with the light
has formed mountains and fire in one night.
The imperfect perfect abducts your mind,
Slut Mother Nature behind
Whisper words of love, we’re charmed by stars,
by now already dead in the sky
At the beginning is Sun, in the end is White Dwarf; time is a lie.
Help me to rip, help me to pierce
the body of the one who ruled
dictator is dead now, but we were deeply alive
in our cold trenches and in our hearts
Hugging my head back from the shore
she said to me "set yourself free
make yourself scarce, joy is the only grace
there must be a hangman entrapped in the space"
The man with the sun in his eyes
today, today, today, don't want me to see
the man with the big square hands
today, today, today, don't want me to hate
"…make yourself scarce, joy is the only grace
there must be a hangman entrapped in the space"
The man with the yellow sun eyes
today, today, today, don't want me to see
they're trying to tell me with fear
there's just been a slaughter right here, quick, escape
dictator is dead now, but we were deeply alive
in our cold trenches and in our hearts
How many times I've been adoring here,
prostrated at her feet
and how many times I'll be still venerating her
calling her sacred name,
calling out Nemesis
I can’t tell you what I wanna
I can’t tell you what I dream of me
All my invisible desires
Haunting obsessions of sex dash in polluted sea
Tameless instict knows my secret
Tangy and sensual smell of sinful tree
The dark side of my mind doesn’t regret
It all started when you kissed... me...
I lose myself in a dead land
I lose myself and I’m a rolling stone
I put my shadow in your hands
I want it all
I have found young forest in you
Shao-lin...
Will never...
Will never...
Will never...
I never drowned in benzedrine
But more than one life is my gasoline
Genius and madness in border zone
she’s cloned, she’s cloned alone
I never drowned in benzedrine
But more than one life is my gasoline
Dreamlike reign mingles with real
I feel hundreds of hands that touch me
Your hands explore my deep femininity
I feel your overbearing body inside of me
The forbidden place perversion
Crazy tizzy wets my delight
I scream upheaval of the explosion
An immense pleasure floods the Night
I retch my soul
I drench control
I lick my life-dream
I snow in benzedrine
So unreal but it looks real
All I built is fake
And now I destroy
to brake my uptake
Override everything
I betray myself,
I’m unfaithful to him
and to you and I live all my flings
Tuck away my love
What it meant to me?
I wanna destroy it
cause it fucks my joy...
Override everything
I betray myself,
I fuck both you and him
I don’t miss this chance
Shao-lin...
Will never...
Will never...
Will never...
I never drowned in benzedrine
But more than one life is my gasoline
Genius and madness in border zone
she’s cloned, she’s cloned alone
I never drowned in benzedrine
But more than one life is my gasoline.
Rainy twilight of winter of endless space
Magnetic glance terrify my mind
And now my way seems síoraí steeplechase
My life inside drops of time
I sing my sorrow remaining motionless
Meanwhile world's running so illogical
I shake that system and I destroy soul mess
I stumble in dissertation ontological
So in my mind lose Silversnake
The mirror was broken forever
Playing with my presage
you try to give a sense in senseless diallel
Breaking your hot iron cage
you live with me in the summ-ter season
And I'll end all my days
in a cold shocking white room
I wonder what was my mistake
I feel lonliness under the stealth of darkness
So in my mind lose fire Silversnake
The mirror was broken forever
So in my mind reborn Silversnake
what is true when something will die
Demons in my mind (I fall into the void)
Demons in my lies (what I'm telling to myself?)
Demons in my mind (I desire Death tonight)
Demons in my lies (I fear of dark tonight)
I wanna live to tell
your story is burning in the hell
I wanna live to tell
to show you passion's smell
Singing my life on my stage
I'll never see sense in senseless diallel
Fucking my golden rage
I die alone in the summ-ter season
And I'll end all my days
in a cold shocking white room
I wonder what was my mistake
I feel fear of eternal darkness
This time I surrender,
I never found the Black Star.
I never be a gambler,
risk to be happy is so farI can't remember
who I was before I die.
I’m a loser pretender,
cause I've told so many lies
I just wanted to paint the air
I wanna to paint the hush,
but I can not find bright streets.
I'm not so young
and now I rush
and silence raped me
This is my last song
I say goodbye
to you and to me.
I move away, anyway
from here .
I crush the air
I follow over again
The wrong way,
I'll never see the reign
of dark side of moon,
but only a dead end,
so my dreams blown to smithereens
so the black and white
have create silver light
I feel like frightened child.
Mom hold me tight
and wake me with light
from this nightmare-life
Your love drips on my face,
but I'm too angry to wait for your light
My misery deface you,
I’m the bitch-bride of your Night
My soul is choked by rules
she scratches the ground with her tears
take me away black star,
my angel is far from you
A dewy night of wintry summer
I feel music running backwards
I am stuck and confused first of all
I am surrounded by hundreds of mirrors...
There’re my images, guffaw
looking at me
Bloody night! Fucking tears!
Why my thousand loves are not worth one?
Analyze it stupid mind!
So in my mind I try answer this
-grasp it
-but how do I grab the abstract ideas?
Mass and light wrangle
and the Universe expands to infinity...
back in time, back in space, backwards;
it expands contracting.
So the big bang is swallowed
by the ass of Uroboros
Blurred images and the light
strain slowly, backwards tonight
why can’t I write a happy song?
why the angels mingle with the demons?
ekansrevliS...
ekansrevliS...
ekansrevliS... Answer this... Backwards sdrawkcaB
Once upon a time...
A young king was jailed in the time
He ran through stormy sea of the night.
You must be brave,
you are not alone, Mom in your heart
Snow yourself cause your childhood is in the grime
You stumble and fall
You will never grow old
In a moment your heart is blue iced
Ignorant creatures
of the night cackled spiky
but the Mother of stars hugged your Psyche
Tears of Kitza
have drowned you in a deep green,
so purity of jasmine...
Your Mom cradled you, singing
and smell of her cuddles, and the color of her kisses
and thousand of rainbows danced on you.
Suddenly your eyes...
the eternal sleep leaned on you
and the dream of death became the death of the dream.
The dream of death wrecked the season of your life
Requiem Aeternam dona eis domine
I had a vision of the future past...
I was old, the only one in the world
The silence around and surrounded me
The world is vitrified, in the meantime
Death does not scare me
every day I die
every time, inside (of me)
I only remember the hugs of a child
Loneliness has no sound
Perversions wound
Obsessions rebound
I only remember the labyrinth suicide
Unclasp your love
Uncage my life
Unblinking heart
what I've become? I’m lost
The years pass and fade
and I still do not exist
The ashen Lady with
purple mantle comes
Mushrooms together dance
So please I need an other chance
Guilt smothers my life
and worms drag in labyrinth suicide
The extinct instinct cut mild wild
It tinges the water of the color of the rose
Narrow corridor of angels warp
World vitrified the smell of my child
Loneliness has no sound
Perversions wound
Obsessions rebound
I only remember the hugs of a child
Doors of hope that lead
into sliding and slippery worlds
blacker streets now are white
No longer labyrinth suicide
Unclasp your love
Uncage my life
Unblinking heart
what I've become? I’m lost
The years pass and fade
and I still do not exist
The ashen Lady with
purple mantle comes
Mushrooms together dance
So please I need an other chance
Guilt smothers my life
and worms drag in labyrinth suicide
I wanna decode the words of the wind,
bodies melted in the fire, free souls scream
and so the bridge has collapsed, horses fallen down,
you were there to save my dream
The trooper whispers to escape or they kill me
I need his purity to protect myself
and sticky treacle of my passion-love sea
infected impression of the sacred seal
How is it possible I lost my time...
and I see my body is burning in the fire...
and the fugitive slave got 39 lashes
And I can finally catch my past
No life anymore
Try to do the best score
the end is near and fredoom's now clear
the end is near
Now it's 1975
begun the Era of the Light
Shadow grew into Desire
Back it's 1975
it begun the year of the Fight
Wolf and Snake make love inside
I was running away, chill air cut my face
I was surrounded by enemies of witches
I drunk in the Grail in a heretical daze
With purity of an irritating bitch
The trooper whispers to escape or they kill me
I need his purity to protect myself
and sticky treacle of my passion-love sea
infected impression of the sacred seal
How is it possible I lost my time...
and I see my body is burning in the fire...
and the fugitive slave got 39 lashes
And I can finally catch my past
No life anymore
Try to do the best score
the end is near and fredoom's now clear
the end is near
Slán leis na nathair airgid.
PART I - MOTHER
Mother I have to say
Hey Mother, I need to pray
Live through love and love through life
don’t blow my dreams away
Mother my mind belongs... to Me
Mother your smile is wrong
You've killed and buried emotions strong
I'm whimsical lifelong
Why don’t you understand my life?
Why am I killed by you?
why your words are sharp like a knife?
And your crampled face is so blue?
Why must I am religious?
Why do you believe in God?
Why you drown inside your life?
Why can’t I take this wife?
Mother your hands are clean...
hey... Mother your silence screams
I’ve got white hairs and we’re getting old
Now make your fate you’ve foretold
Mother I feel afraid
Mother I won't change my image
Inside of you there is white wall
Let live your colorful scrawl
Mother I tried to try
Mother I need to fly
Don't be afraid, my wings are strong
Mother, I'll never let me cry
PART II - DAD
Do you remember, Dad?
When I was a kid, you played with me
But your way to love is ironclad
Your feelings are not easy to see
Do you remember, Dad? (mother)
When I was 15, you scolded me (mother)
Cause I was dancing instead
of studying maths and physcs
Do you remember Dad?
I’ve right to say what I think ‘out fear
You taught me violence, cause your slaps
Why do you talk to me so blear?
Do you remember, Dad?
Why can’t stop mom sea-roving way?
When she hurts you, never say
But you plunge in comic magazine
FINAL
And now I understand that
It was my choices and was not your faults
I broke that stone, my life goes on
I can relish my adult salt
And now I understand that
I’m able to live alone
My love for all of you is high,
But I’m gonna sit on my throne.
(Instrumental)
Surrounded by people, feels I’m in a parallel reality
Like an angel, I hear faint and weak hopes and far away minds
I feel their demons (hey) thunderously laughing
I see the wind blowing strongly, breaking Pandora’s Box
A mirror silently shouts: “the future comes before the past”
A strange illusion of un-being will run so fast
Meanwhile drops of time flow away restlessly and relentlessly
And in my universe grass and entropy forever reign
I wanna …
Tic tic tic tic
Tac tac tac tac
Don’t think you live a true life
But only fading drops of time
Don’t think we are real, we’re surviving in our line
We are fake dust in drops of time
Heartbeats scan my emotions trapped in rough drops of time
I enjoy the silence crystallized in my surreal mind
Segments of space overcome by “persistence of memory”
And the lies fly fast and give me illusion of Panta Rei
PART I – THE DREAM
A girl with long hair in the depth of hell
she smells of time
Silky snow and purply sky
Blinding pitch dark tonight
Leer and loving glances in her far-off eyes
now she’s brave
Follow your primaeval wave
Show me your cave
String of bodies, tuneful groan, breath of love
inside the hell
Life in death, life in dark
Come in my cave.
I move inside
I smell your tide
Your tears and humours poured my face
Hades, dumb, peeps out
We dance around his pillar and lick his glaze
Proserpine’s lust, and the gulls are skimming the life
The river lights
Guilty rain
We lost in whiteness stain
Blunting endless
Your sighs lead me fulfil all your whims
the life we play
youth decay
but I’m as Dorian Gray
PART II – THE AWAKENING
So when I wake up and
I finished my dream
I feel your lips and your breath… shiver on my skin
And when I wake up
I touch sweetly myself
You broke my heart and you sucked my love by stealth
I’m as Cassiopeia arrogant and vain
all the star in the sky are blood stained
Touch the breast and fire Proserpine’s shell
You can wear the wings of my hell
You think you won me but
You made a mistake
You fall in love and in bed with Silversnake …not me
Looking at you through your deep green eyes
Keen as Ireland sighs
Your rusty fears are letal weapon
Its broke silver… light
While you dig in you, shape your changes
Will you decide?
Change point of view so circle becomes square
I need your green inside of me
I wanna feel deep green inside of me
Mirror of seasons engulfs and ravishes you in a rough way
The wrong possession, all icons of life burgeon… your brain
The truth will mellow
Your face dreams the light
But you need the night
To celebrate it
Hey, can’t change the color of the sky (Lie in your eyes)
Neglecting height of that cliffs and fly
The snake you hide inside
It is said life goes on but not always true
Sometimes the days go by
When the storm is over
Cross the horizon and touch infinity tonight
Our naked bodies…
Life will die and will restart here
Flood me with your fluid of love
Will you come inside?
Mmmmmmm in any way, you can give up
Amazing turn on your light
Earth and sky merge to form your deep green
I cry it to the… life
Listen to your… noisy silence
Change time in space
Cause crocodile swallows your greedy time
Don’t run, life is not a race…
Don’t run, life is not a chase…
Neglecting height of that cliffs and fly
It’s me that you hide inside
I sank my nails into your heart
That blood is life that start
When the storm is over
Cross the horizon and touch infinity tonight
Our naked bodies…
Life will die and will restart here
Flood me with your fluid of love
Will you come inside?
Losing mind of the tiger, sad at night
Looking for the flight, over the Light
In origin the world, was bored atoms.
Black hole might.
An atavic ride of space on speed created the movement of time,
She’s dancing in the danger, against the blights
Stars and dark matter do somersaults
in a Milky Way, creating thunderbolt.
The universe immerse itself into the unknown
and in Nothingness
And the Tired Light Cosmology quarrels with Redshift
Big Bang’s regurgitating passions adriftIn dirty zone
there’s Snakeness
And I’m not alone,
so we fight our weakness
I’m disrobed,
and I begin to glow.
Who’s the next
to try my Alien and gloomy sex?
I have a denial of normal abduction
You are from Venus, DNA suction
Colors and passions in perpetual motion
If you suck my big lips you’re causing commotion
I’m megalomaniac, I crush my emotions
I inject in my veins, stardust drug potion
Colors and passions in perpetual motion
If you suck my big lips, it’s causing commotion
The collision of matter with the light
has formed mountains and fire in one night.
The imperfect perfect abducts your mind,
Slut Mother Nature behind
Whisper words of love, we’re charmed by stars,
by now already dead in the sky
At the beginning is Sun, in the end is White Dwarf; time is a lie.
Help me to rip, help me to pierce
the body of the one who ruled
dictator is dead now, but we were deeply alive
in our cold trenches and in our hearts
Hugging my head back from the shore
she said to me “set yourself free
make yourself scarce, joy is the only grace
there must be a hangman entrapped in the space”
The man with the sun in his eyes
today, today, today, don’t want me to see
the man with the big square hands
today, today, today, don’t want me to hate
“…make yourself scarce, joy is the only grace
there must be a hangman entrapped in the space”
The man with the yellow sun eyes
today, today, today, don’t want me to see
they’re trying to tell me with fear
there’s just been a slaughter right here, quick, escape
dictator is dead now, but we were deeply alive
in our cold trenches and in our hearts
How many times I’ve been adoring here,
prostrated at her feet
and how many times I’ll be still venerating her
calling her sacred name,
calling out Nemesis
I can’t tell you what I wanna
I can’t tell you what I dream of me
All my invisible desires
Haunting obsessions of sex dash in polluted sea
Tameless instict knows my secret
Tangy and sensual smell of sinful tree
The dark side of my mind doesn’t regret
It all started when you kissed… me…
I lose myself in a dead land
I lose myself and I’m a rolling stone
I put my shadow in your hands
I want it all
I have found young forest in you
Shao-lin…
Will never…
Will never…
Will never…
I never drowned in benzedrine
But more than one life is my gasoline
Genius and madness in border zone
she’s cloned, she’s cloned alone
I never drowned in benzedrine
But more than one life is my gasoline
Dreamlike reign mingles with real
I feel hundreds of hands that touch me
Your hands explore my deep femininity
I feel your overbearing body inside of me
The forbidden place perversion
Crazy tizzy wets my delight
I scream upheaval of the explosion
An immense pleasure floods the Night
I retch my soul
I drench control
I lick my life-dream
I snow in benzedrine
So unreal but it looks real
All I built is fake
And now I destroy
to brake my uptake
Override everything
I betray myself,
I’m unfaithful to him
and to you and I live all my flings
Tuck away my love
What it meant to me?
I wanna destroy it
cause it fucks my joy…
Override everything
I betray myself,
I fuck both you and him
I don’t miss this chance
Shao-lin…
Will never…
Will never…
Will never…
I never drowned in benzedrine
But more than one life is my gasoline
Genius and madness in border zone
she’s cloned, she’s cloned alone
I never drowned in benzedrine
But more than one life is my gasoline.
Rainy twilight of winter of endless space
Magnetic glance terrify my mind
And now my way seems síoraí steeplechase
My life inside drops of time
I sing my sorrow remaining motionless
Meanwhile world’s running so illogical
I shake that system and I destroy soul mess
I stumble in dissertation ontological
So in my mind lose Silversnake
The mirror was broken forever
Playing with my presage
you try to give a sense in senseless diallel
Breaking your hot iron cage
you live with me in the summ-ter season
And I’ll end all my days
in a cold shocking white room
I wonder what was my mistake
I feel lonliness under the stealth of darkness
So in my mind lose fire Silversnake
The mirror was broken forever
So in my mind reborn Silversnake
what is true when something will die
Demons in my mind (I fall into the void)
Demons in my lies (what I’m telling to myself?)
Demons in my mind (I desire Death tonight)
Demons in my lies (I fear of dark tonight)
I wanna live to tell
your story is burning in the hell
I wanna live to tell
to show you passion’s smell
Singing my life on my stage
I’ll never see sense in senseless diallel
Fucking my golden rage
I die alone in the summ-ter season
And I’ll end all my days
in a cold shocking white room
I wonder what was my mistake
I feel fear of eternal darkness
This time I surrender,
I never found the Black Star.
I never be a gambler,
risk to be happy is so farI can’t remember
who I was before I die.
I’m a loser pretender,
cause I’ve told so many lies
I just wanted to paint the air
I wanna to paint the hush,
but I can not find bright streets.
I’m not so young
and now I rush
and silence raped me
This is my last song
I say goodbye
to you and to me.
I move away, anyway
from here .
I crush the air
I follow over again
The wrong way,
I’ll never see the reign
of dark side of moon,
but only a dead end,
so my dreams blown to smithereens
so the black and white
have create silver light
I feel like frightened child.
Mom hold me tight
and wake me with light
from this nightmare-life
Your love drips on my face,
but I’m too angry to wait for your light
My misery deface you,
I’m the bitch-bride of your Night
My soul is choked by rules
she scratches the ground with her tears
take me away black star,
my angel is far from you
A dewy night of wintry summer
I feel music running backwards
I am stuck and confused first of all
I am surrounded by hundreds of mirrors…
There’re my images, guffaw
looking at me
Bloody night! Fucking tears!
Why my thousand loves are not worth one?
Analyze it stupid mind!
So in my mind I try answer this
-grasp it
-but how do I grab the abstract ideas?
Mass and light wrangle
and the Universe expands to infinity…
back in time, back in space, backwards;
it expands contracting.
So the big bang is swallowed
by the ass of Uroboros
Blurred images and the light
strain slowly, backwards tonight
why can’t I write a happy song?
why the angels mingle with the demons?
ekansrevliS…
ekansrevliS…
ekansrevliS… Answer this… Backwards sdrawkcaB
Once upon a time…
A young king was jailed in the time
He ran through stormy sea of the night.
You must be brave,
you are not alone, Mom in your heart
Snow yourself cause your childhood is in the grime
You stumble and fall
You will never grow old
In a moment your heart is blue iced
Ignorant creatures
of the night cackled spiky
but the Mother of stars hugged your Psyche
Tears of Kitza
have drowned you in a deep green,
so purity of jasmine…
Your Mom cradled you, singing
and smell of her cuddles, and the color of her kisses
and thousand of rainbows danced on you.
Suddenly your eyes…
the eternal sleep leaned on you
and the dream of death became the death of the dream.
The dream of death wrecked the season of your life
Requiem Aeternam dona eis domine
I had a vision of the future past…
I was old, the only one in the world
The silence around and surrounded me
The world is vitrified, in the meantime
Death does not scare me
every day I die
every time, inside (of me)
I only remember the hugs of a child
Loneliness has no sound
Perversions wound
Obsessions rebound
I only remember the labyrinth suicide
Unclasp your love
Uncage my life
Unblinking heart
what I’ve become? I’m lost
The years pass and fade
and I still do not exist
The ashen Lady with
purple mantle comes
Mushrooms together dance
So please I need an other chance
Guilt smothers my life
and worms drag in labyrinth suicide
The extinct instinct cut mild wild
It tinges the water of the color of the rose
Narrow corridor of angels warp
World vitrified the smell of my child
Loneliness has no sound
Perversions wound
Obsessions rebound
I only remember the hugs of a child
Doors of hope that lead
into sliding and slippery worlds
blacker streets now are white
No longer labyrinth suicide
Unclasp your love
Uncage my life
Unblinking heart
what I’ve become? I’m lost
The years pass and fade
and I still do not exist
The ashen Lady with
purple mantle comes
Mushrooms together dance
So please I need an other chance
Guilt smothers my life
and worms drag in labyrinth suicide
I wanna decode the words of the wind,
bodies melted in the fire, free souls scream
and so the bridge has collapsed, horses fallen down,
you were there to save my dream
The trooper whispers to escape or they kill me
I need his purity to protect myself
and sticky treacle of my passion-love sea
infected impression of the sacred seal
How is it possible I lost my time…
and I see my body is burning in the fire…
and the fugitive slave got 39 lashes
And I can finally catch my past
No life anymore
Try to do the best score
the end is near and fredoom’s now clear
the end is near
Now it’s 1975
begun the Era of the Light
Shadow grew into Desire
Back it’s 1975
it begun the year of the Fight
Wolf and Snake make love inside
I was running away, chill air cut my face
I was surrounded by enemies of witches
I drunk in the Grail in a heretical daze
With purity of an irritating bitch
The trooper whispers to escape or they kill me
I need his purity to protect myself
and sticky treacle of my passion-love sea
infected impression of the sacred seal
How is it possible I lost my time…
and I see my body is burning in the fire…
and the fugitive slave got 39 lashes
And I can finally catch my past
No life anymore
Try to do the best score
the end is near and fredoom’s now clear
the end is near
Slán leis na nathair airgid.
PART I – MOTHER
Mother I have to say
Hey Mother, I need to pray
Live through love and love through life
don’t blow my dreams away
Mother my mind belongs… to Me
Mother your smile is wrong
You’ve killed and buried emotions strong
I’m whimsical lifelong
Why don’t you understand my life?
Why am I killed by you?
why your words are sharp like a knife?
And your crampled face is so blue?
Why must I am religious?
Why do you believe in God?
Why you drown inside your life?
Why can’t I take this wife?
Mother your hands are clean…
hey… Mother your silence screams
I’ve got white hairs and we’re getting old
Now make your fate you’ve foretold
Mother I feel afraid
Mother I won’t change my image
Inside of you there is white wall
Let live your colorful scrawl
Mother I tried to try
Mother I need to fly
Don’t be afraid, my wings are strong
Mother, I’ll never let me cry
PART II – DAD
Do you remember, Dad?
When I was a kid, you played with me
But your way to love is ironclad
Your feelings are not easy to see
Do you remember, Dad? (mother)
When I was 15, you scolded me (mother)
Cause I was dancing instead
of studying maths and physcs
Do you remember Dad?
I’ve right to say what I think ‘out fear
You taught me violence, cause your slaps
Why do you talk to me so blear?
Do you remember, Dad?
Why can’t stop mom sea-roving way?
When she hurts you, never say
But you plunge in comic magazine
FINAL
And now I understand that
It was my choices and was not your faults
I broke that stone, my life goes on
I can relish my adult salt
And now I understand that
I’m able to live alone
My love for all of you is high,
But I’m gonna sit on my throne.